(: christmas cookies

Hey everyone
So I am gonna stop with the whole fasting. My grandma just sent me this box of her christmas cookies, and if any of you would have ever tasted them, you'd understand me :P
I made myself a rule that I can eat 5 every morning before 8, and that during the day I will only drink water, juices and tea, so that I can enjoy my five little christmas cookies every day, just that they will energize me and not make me fat (I hope)
So yesterday I was 57.3 kg I think, which is great (:
Today morning I weighed myself and was 56.7, which is also great, cuz I'm getting closer to my second goal weight of 55 kg. I hope that I will have reached 55 kg by tuesday or wednesday, because once I reach it, I have promised myself that I would ask my dad to go shopping with me over the weekend for new jeans... mine have become a bit baggy and are kinda fugly that way.
When I reach 53 kg, which I hope to do before christmas so that I can have one christmas dinner (my mom would not let me miss that), and not become too fat of it. Once I reach 53 kg, I will buy myself a louis vuitton scarf. I've wanted to buy one for like a week now, but never found the time. Today whilst I was thinking about going after school, I said to myself "no, only when you've reached 53 kg", so I'm even more motivated now.
I'm really happy that my grandma sent me the cookies I used to make with her (THEY ARE SO YUMMY), but for my losing weight I would kind of have wished she didn't. I know why she sent them though... I visited her in the summer for like a week, and had become skinny cuz I had been in camp and no one forced me to eat (Y). Whilst at her place I ate as little as possible, which she found weird since I find that my grandma is the best cook in the world and when I was smaller used to stuff myself with anything she made. But this time I only ate fruit in the morning, veggies at lunch, and a pot of cottage cheese for dinner. So I'm sure she sent me the cookies cuz she's scared I've become even skinnier.
I've decided to give some of them to my dad and some to my mom, so that they become chub instead of me :P (A)
I'll post something tonight probably when I'll fight my cravings for dinner. Until now I'm fine, which comes at no surprise since I just had 5 cookies :P (A)

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